all about fren'z

kawan beribu-ribu....tidak kira siapapun....

my sweet memory with my luvly fren...2009

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti

Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati

hihi..this is didy..my luvly fren......hoho...

Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan
Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan

hehe..my clasmate..we are one family....

Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri

Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku

hoho....happy lol.....we want to be a excelent teacher tommorow....


hehe.....fren forever...i hope this freinship never hve the end....till the last day i'm this world...

sincere from my heart...

i hate someone that make me cannot understand what i want in this life....please...my heart not your games...
very easy to fall in love but very hard to forget it when we need to go far from someone that we love..
why...?
 i'm very stupid in this situation..
very easy to fall in love although that make me suffering..
every second i need to see u and every moment although for a while i can't breathe without u...
i'm sorry because i love u...
God...u know what i mean...that can't be happened..
.i believe myself...
perhaps, one day u go away leave alone i hope u don't forget about me and slice of memory that happened between u and me...
i'm feel very sad and despair when i see u....
.i cant write in here...
i don't know to say too....how i love u...
.nobody know....may be i'm stupid...

because i can move and stay loving u...that is my mistake in life..this is from my ugly heart...
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u

i'm sad and despair..abhen....

sincere from me....the stupid lover----->aBhen

itulah realiti...

aku adalah aku...
kamu tetap kamu...jangan kau atur hidupku ok...
repair u'self....

Berlari di rumput yang hijau

mencari suatu ketenangan

Hari hari perkara yang ku duga

Pastinya nanti diriku terluka

Aku masih di sini

Menunggu saat akhir

kau dan aku begini

mencari satu erti

Biar hari berlalu

ku nanti masa itu

teruskan berlari ke alam realiti....

daily life...aBhen..

hari ini.....
bersamaan dengan hari Khamis...21 JULAI 2011..
macam biasa la...
hari ni Hari Jadi Ila...clasmet saya..

"Happy Bufday Ila.."

hari ni best jugak..sebab hidup macam biasa..
nak diharap hari hujan tapi tak kesampaian..
hehe..tersenyum..
gembira..
itulah rutin harian aku...
kepada semua yang ada baca blog aku...
aku sangat menghargai..
tapi jangan lebih2 ok...

aku benci pengkhianat..sesungguhnya la..
sapa la kat dunia ni suka org yang macam tu..
sedangkan org yang mulia lagi dikeji apatah lagi orang yang hina...
betulkan..?

Tuhan...
pulihkanlah hatiku ini...
aku tak tahu harus bagaimana lagi...
mengapa aku jadi begini..?
mengapa...?
ini bukan pintaku..!
aku tahu..
tapi...?
mengapa harus ku lalui juga...
aku ibarat bergayut didahan yang rapuh...
menunggu masa jatuh ke bumi..
seandainya jatuh ke dalam air..
aku bertuah..
dan..?
kalau jatuh ke atas tanah..
alamat...
sakitla...

it me....abhen..abhen love u....

back to December....

aku tak nak bila December berakhir......tolonglah.....


I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while

You’ve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
I still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call

Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And when the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
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You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And now you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If you loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

All the time

daily life.....aBhen

selamat malam semua....
saya nak kongsi cerita saya pada hari ini....
sebagai manusia kita memang melakukan silap dan salah..
tiada manusia sempurna di dunia ini..
meskipun tidak kelihatan dia bersalah..
tetapi adakalanya hatinya juga bersalah....
hari ini aku nak citer pasal aku jadi IC Pengakap masa perhimpunan UB...
hehe....kata nak cover supaya x kena pilih jadi komander dan pemidato...
rupa-rupanya dah dipilih dah...
naik geram aku...
tapi tak pe..sebagai guru katakan..kite kena berani....
aku tak kisah sebenarnya kerana "mencuba jangan merungut"
hehe.....best kan....

lepas tu..masuk kelas BMK....
aku membuat pidato secara spontan..tapi..
aku dah hafal teks tu...hoho
aku memang suka bercakap depan orang ramai...
malangnya kadang2 aku tak konfiden langsung dgn diri sendiri....
hehe....nak cerite lagi....tadi pkul 10.30 kan waktu rehat,...
aku terus la balik bilik....
aku tertidur sebab letih sangat...bagi aku...
aku tak suka orang lihat aku dalam keletihan..
aku lewat 10 minit masuk kelas en.Mamat...
biasa dah buat kerja gila tu...

petang...
aku tido sampai tak sedar diri...
memang best gile oi...
dah la hujan...
sejuk lagi tu...
lepas tu...aku mandi kat kolam renang bersama dengan geng2 sekaki...
GIRA dan JALIR...
kadang2 geram la dengan dia orang ni....
tp best jugak kawan dgn dia org...lawak...
huhuh....
GIRA=Janggut dan JALIR=Tepu...
aku dari sekolah lagi suka buat nama org...aku cuma risau org tak suka...

malam...
aku buat folder mate lepas makan dengan si Tepu...
buat folder ni la aku benci..
tak de guna...
rasa menyampah la..
lebih2 lagi Mate...macam minor je..buang duit....
......tolong.....

sekarang...
aku berfikir nak balik kampung ke tidak...
kalau balik aku boleh jumpa ibu..
sebut jak ibu..
memang aku sedih....
sebab ibu la orang yang mahamemahami aku...

lepas ni..
aku nak kemas barang kejap...
nak siap untuk beradu...
beradu tido la..
bagi yang tak tahu..
tak sabar nak kelas en.Mamat esok.........
best giler kalau dia ajar...
ok....nyte semua....luv u all....

because you love me

how special u r for me..?not too special...


For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me